I guess, she has her reasons to say that. I have not been a great friend to her and Shaikha. I dont meet up with them always. I admit, most of my time is spent either in school, at home or with him. But its not true that I dont look forward to meeting or spending time with her.
I guess why I always turn down her offers to meet up, go for brunch, lunch, dinner etc is because of $$. Really. And I know some may think that this is just an excuse. But it is really the reason why I dont hang out with you guys etc. You see, whenever there's lunch/brunch/dinner outing, its always at places that is quite steep for me, in terms of prices. Like CoffeeClub, Heaven's Loft, Tab etc. I just dont have that much money to spend on such luxury. Sometimes, even eating McD's is an indulgence. It feels pathetic to only have $2 in my wallet when I go to school.
I know you guys may say that what matters is the time spend together, but it sucks when you guys order stuff that I cant afford. It sucks even more when you guys offer to pay. Its only on rare occasions that I have enuff money to go out and eat with you guys (eg, Nandos).
And sometimes, I really am caught in so much assignments that I dont join or initiate outings.
Its really not because i dont find you guys, I cant afford the time and $$. But that doesnt mean I dont miss you guys. Or dont wanna hang out. If I had my way, I would love to hang everyday after classes. You guys are always my stress-reliever.
I just dont know how to tell you guys about this without making it seem as though I'm making excuses. Its really what I'm experiencing right now. Hope you girls understand.
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