Stomach growling like Jacob Black

Currently, am waiting for him in school. I have 4 hour break, and I kinda said that my laptop needs some retweaking from his 'magic hands'. So he is coming over to help, and then wait for me to finish lecture at 6pm, and we would then head to his place.

Well, actually, there's not much pressing issues regarding my laptop. There are some problems, but its not so urgent. In a way, I KINDA played the damsel in distress, to manipulate him to come. Manipulate is too strong a word innit? OK, so more like subtly coercing him to accompany in school. HAHA.

But he is so slow. I'm hungry.

Okay, 2 term papers down, one more to go...

My last term paper is for SC2213 - CHILDHOOD AND YOUTH. Basically, I have to interview a child or teen/youth and ask about his/her life during a 'normal week'. Then, analyse... blablabla.

I'm thinking of asking ELSA or NAZURA. They are still teens. Then I saw age limit 8-16. Haha. Both of them 17 already. so, not eligible. I want to do on my sister. But her normal week would be "EAT, SLEEP, WATCH TV, MEET BF". What's there to analyse??

The paper's due on 8 Nov. Time to panic-wanic.

Hell yeah, odd hours. ;p

COUCH

I love the couch.

You can put things on it.

You can sit on it.

You can lie on it.

You can eat on it.

You can do ANYTHING on it.

I really, really love doing things on the couch. ;)

For selfish reasons, I am praying as hard for you NOT to get the deckhand job. I cannot let you leave me for a year or two. I'll worry for your safety 24/7. I cannot function.

For rational reasons, I hope you get the deckhand job. It is for our future and to fulfill your dreams.

If you leave, no matter how we say things between us would not change, we cannot predict what will happen. We cannot foresee what is ahead of us.

I guess, all we can do is to have faith. If we are meant to be together, we will endure whatever life throws at us.

I believe in you.

I saw this in someone's tumblr. And this got so much reaction from the guys They go on complaining how it is so unfair for them, they have to do so much work to get it while the women gets it under 2 seconds.

Well fellas, I have 2 things to tell you:

1) Women have the power.

2)Women have the power.

BOOOOOYYYYYAAAAH!

I miss those boybands days.

Remember, there was a time where boybands rule the world? N-sync, Backstreet Boys, Take That, 5IVE and the list goes on... Gosh I miss those days. Why? Because things were much simpler.

I only fell in love with boys from boybands. I swear. I had near zero real crushes. All I could think of is Justin Timberlake, Nick Carter, JC Chasez... It was so much simpler then. Because you know deep down that although it is impossible to get them, it would not hurt in the long run. They cant hurt you coz they do not even know you.

But it's not so simple in reality. When you fall in love in reality, every single thing could be a potential heartbreaker. The very possibility of things going wrong is what makes it hurts so bad. The realness of it all creates so much worry and paranoia. Sometimes, the mere thought of things turning bad makes me keep the distance. I've always have this mentality that the longer it is, the more hurt it caused. That's why in my past relationships, I've really never made the effort to keep the relationship going. I could not care less. Because I know those relationships wont last, and to spare me from much heartbreak, I pushed them away. And when they did end, I felt nonchalant. Like nothing happen.

But now, with Rasyad, it's a totally different thing. I find myself giving my 150%. And its the fact that I'm too deep in this that I worry unnecessarily. I worry if we don't work out, or he strays, or someone intervenes. I worry so much because I know i cannot handle the pain if such happens. And that I cannot act as though nothing happened.

And no, we're not having any problems. We are perfectly fine in love :) And no, I don't doubt him or doubt our relationship. It's just something I tend to think about. Coz I really treasure this relationship like no other.

I will do this. Some day... (when i don't have term papers up till my nostrils)

Maple Pecan Crust

makes enough for 2 mini (3 inch) spring form pans

Ingredients:
1/4 cup graham cracker crumbs
1/4 cup pecans (ground in food processor)
2 tablespoons maple syrup

Directions:
1. Mix the graham cracker crumbs, ground pecans and maple syrup.
2. Press the mixture into the bottom of your mini spring form pans.

No Bake Cheesecake

makes enough for 2 mini (3 inch) spring form pans

Ingredients:
1 8 ounce package cream cheese (room temperature)
1 tablespoon lemon juice
1/4 cup sugar
1/2 cup heavy cream (whipped)

Directions:
1. Mix the cream cheese, lemon juice and sugar.
2. Fold the cream cheese into the whipped cream.
3. Place the cheese mixture on top of the crust.
4. Chill in the fridge.

*striiiiiiiiiiiippppp* OUCH MUTHAFUCKA!

I guess that's how I'm gonna react if I ever get a brazilian wax. Haha. Been thinking of getting one ages ago, but im too pussy to get one. Get the joke? HAHAHAAH!

Anyhooo, Ima book an appointment some time next week when I get my 'pay'. I hope the other girls can make it. I need some moral support. One of them made a comment of how we might be put in the same room, with our waxing beds lined up next to each other. Wouldn't it be hilarious to see all 5 of us, legs spread, holding each others hands? HAAHAHA. If I'm not wrong, it was Fathiah or Elsa who said that.

Okay, now ima have to get on with my assignments *booooring*

(I miss the boy. So much.)

I'm DROWNING. I can't breathe. Somebody save me, please.

Damn, it hit me hard

I just read Hidayah's comment about missing her.

I guess, she has her reasons to say that. I have not been a great friend to her and Shaikha. I dont meet up with them always. I admit, most of my time is spent either in school, at home or with him. But its not true that I dont look forward to meeting or spending time with her.

I guess why I always turn down her offers to meet up, go for brunch, lunch, dinner etc is because of $$. Really. And I know some may think that this is just an excuse. But it is really the reason why I dont hang out with you guys etc. You see, whenever there's lunch/brunch/dinner outing, its always at places that is quite steep for me, in terms of prices. Like CoffeeClub, Heaven's Loft, Tab etc. I just dont have that much money to spend on such luxury. Sometimes, even eating McD's is an indulgence. It feels pathetic to only have $2 in my wallet when I go to school.

I know you guys may say that what matters is the time spend together, but it sucks when you guys order stuff that I cant afford. It sucks even more when you guys offer to pay. Its only on rare occasions that I have enuff money to go out and eat with you guys (eg, Nandos).

And sometimes, I really am caught in so much assignments that I dont join or initiate outings.

Its really not because i dont find you guys, I cant afford the time and $$. But that doesnt mean I dont miss you guys. Or dont wanna hang out. If I had my way, I would love to hang everyday after classes. You guys are always my stress-reliever.

I just dont know how to tell you guys about this without making it seem as though I'm making excuses. Its really what I'm experiencing right now. Hope you girls understand.

Epic.

Bruno Mar's mug shot for possession of cocaine

You're arrested for cocaine and your smiling like its the best thing that's ever happened to you in your mug shot?

Way to go, Mars. You're the man.

Just a random thought.

I do not want karaoke sessions during my wedding. I wanna hire a band, like a jazz band or something close to that, and I want them to play my choice of songs.

Top 5 songs:

1) Unbelievable- Craig David

2) Don't Change- Musiq Soulchild

3) Tercipta Untukku- Ungu

4) If I aint got you- Alicia Keys

5) Everything- Monica

There will be more malay/indo songs to cater to most of the older generations. Yeah, I would like the atmosphere to be like chilled/ laidback. I dont want the kecoh-ness of Karaoke.

Greek theme, yay or nay?