Rasyad's birthday outing was such a blast! We had so much fun laughing, hugging, eating, kissing and walking!had school in the earlier part of the day so with my masai face, i trotted to Dhoby Ghaut to meet sweetheart. The day kicked off with a srumptious meal at Aston's at The Cathy. Both of us ordered cream of mushroom soup and the double up chicken. Yummylicious ;) Didnt have room for dessert. That's how kenyang we were. Next we went to PS to catch Darah. Ok la. Darah was gore and gruesome, but at some parts, its super ridiculous. And a certain part is so tak perlu. I mean, what's the purpose of showing a horny fat bastard licking the face and lips of a sweaty girl? Like eeew. After the movie, we took a long bus ride on 65 back to tampines. took a gezillion pics on the bus but i feel these are the only ones suitable to be uploaded and shared with the world. hhehhehe.

Im glad boyfriend adores my presents : Pillow with my lip-prints and brownie-cookies.. Watching him hug my pillow makes me go all gooeey in side :)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JUNGLE-BOY!

My jungle-boy is 20 today! hahah. so old already. cannot act childish okay. Must be more responsible, mature and wiser. Meaning no more partying and booze!

Unfortunately, I have school til freaking 8pm today so, i cant celebrate his birthday with him today. So we made plans to celebrate tmr.. I so cant wait for tmr to come. I miss him like crazy. Its been like about a week since i last met him, so tmr would be super-duper fun! I dont care what ppl would say but im gonna be extra manja with him. HAH!

Supposed to borrow digi cam frm my cousin but jengjengjeng, i opened up the camera and realised she forgot to put her batt in. AND she didnt give me her cable and charger. Hoping angel could lend me hers :)

Okay, tuesday, please move faster. Let wednesday take its place!

Musiq Soulchild- Don't Change

Lately you've been questioning
If I still see you the same way
Cause through these trying years
We gonna both physically change
Now, don't you know you'll always be the most beautiful woman I know
So let me reassure you darling that
My feelings are truly unconditional

See I'll love you when your hair turns gray, girl
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love don't change
No
I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah
And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how it's gonna be
Just as long as your love don't change

Cause I'm not impressed
More or less by them girls on the TV and magazines
Cause honestly I believe
That your beauty is way more than skin deep
Cause everything about you makes me feel I have the greatest gift in the world
And even when you get on my last nerve
I couldn't see myself being with another girl

I'll love you when your hair turns gray, yeah
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love don't change
I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah
And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how it's gonna be
Just as long as your love don't change

So don't waste your time
Worrying about small things that
Ain't relevant to me
Cause
To my
Understanding
You're all I want and need
See what I'm trying to say is
I'm here to stay
And as long as your love doesn't change
Baby, baby darling I swear that I
I swear that I ain't going nowhere, no

See I'll love you when your hair turns gray, yeah
And I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love don't change
I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah
And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how it's gonna be
Just as long as your love don't change

You're my baby
Don't you change baby
Baby you got understand that I love you baby
Don't you know, you got to know
You got to know


I cried, watching the music video. Sayang, will your feelings towards me stay the same 30 years from now, when i have wrinkles, gain more weight and my hair turns grey? Or if im bound to a wheelchair? Would your love still carry the same passion when u first laid eyes on me? Would it?

PHEW!

Okay, socio test wasnt that bad. I mean, its in essay form so its pretty open-ended, thus I may think Im answering the question, but maybe, I'm not. Get it?

The question was " If humans are a product of culture, how is cultural change possible?" At first I thought I didnt know the answers to this, coz i was so dead set on doing the family qn (which goes something like "The family roles are becoming egalitarian. How so? How do you account for this?" or something like that) as i felt that im BORN to do qns on FAMILY. But the sad thing is that I didnt know what egalitarian meant (i had a hunched it meant equal. and guess what? IT DOES MEAN EQUAL. damn) so I just tried to think of how to answer the culture question. And surprisingly, the whole essay turned out fine. Yaaaaay to me. Just hope I do well for this. Coz I didnt do well for Communications and new media. Blame myself for slacking and not revising earlier. Oh wells, Im not interested in majoring in it anyway.. So angel, if you are reading this, please dont ask me my marks coz i totally screwed cnm.

Okay, next up: French test 2 and the dreaded 8 page Singapore Studies essay!!!!! so looking forward to it! (SO NOT!)


P/s: I miss my jungle-boy. now he is on stand-by and he can only return to civilisation next tues. Goddamn it.

Socio test is in about 3 and a half hours and here i am blogging. Well, I spotted two topics, Culture and Family and decided (quite dangerously) to bank on this two topics. Please please keluar on these two topics. Kalau tak aku mampos mcm kerbau. I too decided to screw the readings, lagi mampos. But i see no point rushing thru the readings and not get anything in my goddamn pretty head. Im gonna follow prof ern ser's words and focus on answering the qns.

Okayn good luck safirah! Time to mandi and be wangi-wangi for the test!

Oh, and must not forget foolscap paper!

Confessions of an undecided soul

OMG. French orals are like in, two days, and I havent been practising. I'm lagging behind by 5 lecture webcasts, 350,789 readings and 285 tutorials. Something like that. Next week, I have Socio test, and the week after French test. Goddamn it and im still clubbing this sat. suicidal. But not guilty. Why? Because i think i deserve to club. I've been UN-CLUBBED for 5 months. Though i just went last wed, it still felt... unsatisfying. Anyway, it will be my first time clubbing with THE BOY and his bunk mates this sat so its gonna be a whole new experience. I mean, all this while I've only clubbed with my girls, and he, with his boys. So, he've never seen the wilder, party-animal side of me. Hence, the nervous, anxietal feeling that's brewing. Coz i dunwan things to change after this. Not saying I act alim in front of him (totally never) but it's just this WHAT-IFs that have been a naggy fuck at the back of my head.

But nevertheless, I'm freaking excited for this Sat coz i do wanna party with boyfie. Get high and almighty under the disco ball. HAHA. and he says he wanna seduce me with his moves. We'll see about that MR DANCER. Yeah, he's a hip-hop dancer and stuff but it takes a lot to seduce me. In this manner la, in other aspects I cant really say. HAH!

I guess the real reason why I cant wait for this Sat is bcoz i miss that jungle-boy. Yeah la, everytime go jungle. macam spore nye jungle full of threats.

lost ONE HALF of my clubbing fake eyelash. Now, tell me.. HOW AM I SPOSE TO FREAKING CLUB WITHOUT MY CLUBBING FAKE EYELASH??!!