OMG. French orals are like in, two days, and I havent been practising. I'm lagging behind by 5 lecture webcasts, 350,789 readings and 285 tutorials. Something like that. Next week, I have Socio test, and the week after French test. Goddamn it and im still clubbing this sat. suicidal. But not guilty. Why? Because i think i deserve to club. I've been UN-CLUBBED for 5 months. Though i just went last wed, it still felt... unsatisfying. Anyway, it will be my first time clubbing with THE BOY and his bunk mates this sat so its gonna be a whole new experience. I mean, all this while I've only clubbed with my girls, and he, with his boys. So, he've never seen the wilder, party-animal side of me. Hence, the nervous, anxietal feeling that's brewing. Coz i dunwan things to change after this. Not saying I act alim in front of him (totally never) but it's just this WHAT-IFs that have been a naggy fuck at the back of my head.
But nevertheless, I'm freaking excited for this Sat coz i do wanna party with boyfie. Get high and almighty under the disco ball. HAHA. and he says he wanna seduce me with his moves. We'll see about that MR DANCER. Yeah, he's a hip-hop dancer and stuff but it takes a lot to seduce me. In this manner la, in other aspects I cant really say. HAH!
I guess the real reason why I cant wait for this Sat is bcoz i miss that jungle-boy. Yeah la, everytime go jungle. macam spore nye jungle full of threats.
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