I left you for Jakarta and Batam. But these trips don't pose any threats. I went with my dance teacher, and it's us girls, with a bunch of older people. Hence clearly, there would be no clubbing/drinking/boys/mischief.
On the other hand, your trip.. I don't even know where to start. Entertainment-wise, its so cheap there. And the people you go with, they drink/club etc. Okay, maybe since its family, you may not go to these places. But I would never know right. Anything can happen.
So, I dont think I'm wrong to be paranoid, to hold on to you abit tighter. Try be in my shoes. I bet you'll freak out as well.
I don't know. If you do go, I'll be so damn pissed. I wont send you off. Heck, maybe I'll just shut off from you a week before you go.
If you come back and I'm not the same person you knew, don't blame me. Because I am ANGRY. Others can say whatever they want. I am so restrictive la, its family what.. Just say it. I dont care. Because you chose me to be part of your life, and with that I too can make decisions. I'm not asking you to choose between me or family, I'm just asking you to DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO NOT GO. Yes, I'm selfish but you chose me, so deal with it.
(This is a paranoid and angsty post to relieve myself. Don't take it seriously)
Monday, April 25, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing...Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life.
1) Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
2) Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
3)Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet!
4)Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
5)Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
6)Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
7)Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
8)During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
9)Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.
10)The endorphins produced by kissing are 200 times more powerful than morphine.
source: http://www.webmd.com/sex-relationships/features/kissing-benefits
1) Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
2) Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
3)Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet!
4)Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
5)Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
6)Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
7)Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
8)During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
9)Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.
10)The endorphins produced by kissing are 200 times more powerful than morphine.
source: http://www.webmd.com/sex-relationships/features/kissing-benefits
Happy Birthday cute thang!
Yesterday was Rasyad's nephew's birthday. We bought for him this adorable checkered long sleeve shirt from Camouflage. Too bad I didn't take a pic of it.
One thing I learnt yesterday: R should never ever sit beside the food table at parties. Hahaha.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I received an email from my SC3101 teaching assistant regarding my term paper, as I could not come to campus to collect it. It was the hugest shock I ever got. You see, I have been struggling with this module since day one. It is very theorectical, and the discussions during class usually leave me very very confused and unsure of my grasp of knowledge.
So when she told me that I got A- for my 2nd response paper and an A for my term paper (which she said she had no comments as it was a good paper. Like WOW) I literally teared up. I mean, this module has been on my worry list since forever, I was really unsure if I could ace it. It seems so hard. But when I received this news, I really am so happy. Hard work do pay off. I crammed like crazy to finish the paper, and my very first A! I have gotten A- a couple of times before but a straight A, and for the hardest module somemore. CRAZY.
Reading her email makes me more confident for my saturday paper. And surprisingly, my headaches are feeling better now. Thanks Pamela :))
So when she told me that I got A- for my 2nd response paper and an A for my term paper (which she said she had no comments as it was a good paper. Like WOW) I literally teared up. I mean, this module has been on my worry list since forever, I was really unsure if I could ace it. It seems so hard. But when I received this news, I really am so happy. Hard work do pay off. I crammed like crazy to finish the paper, and my very first A! I have gotten A- a couple of times before but a straight A, and for the hardest module somemore. CRAZY.
Reading her email makes me more confident for my saturday paper. And surprisingly, my headaches are feeling better now. Thanks Pamela :))
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
They see me rolling...
I HAD THE FIRST PRIVATE RIDE ON RASYAD'S TRUCK WITHOUT ANYBODY ELSE MENYEBOK-ING. (meaning his colleague. HAHA). I was such a happy girl :) He fetched me from school, hence saving me from the merciless rain. Drove to Simpang Bedok to eat eat eat. I feel like damn tai-tai, sashaying at Simpang with just my wallet (as i kept my bag in the truck) and walked back to the carpark macam superstar gitu. OKAY, I know I'm being obnoxious. But the feeling of not taking public transport is so great :)) So proud of him :) Then, we went for a ride, chit chatted, talked about insane cab drivers. Finally, he sent me home. I feel like a champion.
Monday, April 11, 2011
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