ALL-TIME FAVOURITE

I just caught Toy Story 3. I cried from the incinerator scene (where the toys held hands) all the way to the end. It was so touching. Toy Story has been one of my all-time favourite animated movie. And I am glad that the last one was superbly done. If toys can have so much compassion and love for one another, then we should too.

I AM IN LOVE WITH NICOLE RICHIE

I have a fetish for long dresses, thanks to nicole richie. I realise that she is a better person than paris hilton and she is so much better off on her own than being best friends with that skank. Like seriously. And her House of Harlow is freaking awesompossumz. I wisshed I have the moolah to buy stuff from her line.

I wanna get more maxi dresses. They are fuss-free, and oh-so-gorgeous. Baby, buy for me some ok. haha.

Okay, fasting month is just around the corner. And then, its aidilfitri!!! Have to set aside some $$ to buy baju raya. Saw this beautiful baju kurung.. stunning colour, intricate design and details. Cost an ass-whooping $350. Heartbreak when I saw the price. I guess there's no way i could get that. Firstly, its way too expensive. Secondly, we planning to get a couple set, and if I wanna get that, he has to get a matching suit. And I have checked, his cost a whooping $200. Good job. Baby said he will pay for both of us. How in the world is he gonna get $550? Haha. So scrape that idea girl.

And then there is the matter of school. I am in my 2nd year now. Thrilling, isn't it? I mean, 2 more years and I'll graduate and be thrown into the working year. Next stop, married life and motherhood. Scarry. Seriously, thinking about it excites me so much ima have to shit in my pants.


And did i mention, i love maxi dresses and nicole richie?

Safirah is a neurotic and demanding bitch who always expects her poor boyfriend to be perfect. Like 110% of the time. She would be so long-winded and would literally talk in alien language and expects that poor boy to understand her and say the right things. Come on, how can he marginally do that if she do not communicate with him. She keeps giving subtle hints, scenarios etc just so that he would say what she wants to hear. And this is just for the sake of boosting her insecured self- esteem. How pathetic. And when he doesn't say what she wants to hear, she makes the most awful tantrums and they would fight like its the end of the world. Which could be avoided if she had just been straight-forward.

Well, she has her reasons I guess. She wants to be pampered.

But then again, her boyfriend pampers her all the time, 99.9% of the time saying the right words to comfort her when she is in distress. He is only human who is bound to make mistakes.

So what is exactly her problem. She has the most patient, loving and understanding boyfriend she could ever possibly have and she goes around throwing tantrums.

She is so unappreciative. She puts her boyfriend in such a miserable state at times, but he still loves her unconditionally.

That's why sometimes i wish she was a different person. Someone who has no insecurities, no doubts, no painful past that prevents her from doubting this man.