The doctor said that with each remission, the chance of a 100% recovery decreases. It seems like the medication is not working as well as the last time I had it.

People say my smile is my best feature. Now my best feature is snatched away by this dreadful disease.

If it's not getting any better after one week, I might have to go for a CT scan.

Before this, I have the strength to fight it, but this time around, I just have a very bad feeling about it.

You're still not quiting, right?

this reminds me of someone very dear to me. HAAHAHAH

hey Angel

If you're reading this, just wanna say I MISS YOU LOADS. Why you no go out with us? haha. Well, I could have just texted you instead, but this is more romantic (sorry, I overload on the rom-coms this past few days).

Love you gorgeous

Last week, I had an overdose of Rasyad and now I'm having withdrawal symptoms. How can I not be? One full week of undivided attention from him on our shopping sprees, breakfasts, lunches, dinners, movie dates, parties and other thingssss.. and then suddenly BAM! He's back at work and we can only talk for less than 15 minutes a day.

I miss him. I want him now.

We are all guilty of putting up a false front to impress people. Some do it occasionally while others their whole entire life. I can't deny that impressions are important and a lil bit of exaggeration/cover-up/fronting is necessary for human interaction. But when it becomes suffocating, is it worth it? When we have to put on our masks 24/7 so that others cannot see our vulnerable side, is that even healthy? We put up a front just so that others compliment us, accept us, admire us, isn't that sad?

Anyway, I run out of liquid detergeant to do laundry, hence laundry day would be tomorrow. Yessah! Today is free of chores!

We live in the world of irony. Not always pleasant, but it helps us to realize there are certain things that we cannot take for granted and to always put into perspective what matters most.

Yet, who am I to judge?

On a lighter note, I did good for my finals. Maintained my CAP from last semester. It would have been awesome if my CAP increased, but hey, handling 6 modules instead of the usual 5 and still maintain my CAP is no easy feat. I literally gave myself a pat on the back when I got the results.

Shaikha and I had a dinner date a few days back at Vintage Delicafe. The food is good and service was prompt and courteous. Then we head on to Sufi for shisha for our usual heart-to-heart talk. As always, I had a ball of a time with her. Never is there a dull moment when I'm with her. I can really do/say anything I want and she never judges me. A great bestfriend that I'll treasure for the rest of my life.

Finally my shopping date with Rasyad is tomorrow! It's been ages since we last went out together. Busy busy busy! Mostly on his part, cause my social time=infinity. Gonna get some cool dregs for NYE.

Craving for jaggerbombs!