ZOMG!

Sorry for the Bombardment of shiok-sendiri pictures, but i gotta release the cam-whore in me!

Had to pose with the blingbling!

Rasyad surprised me with a white box with silver ribbon. Its content was two rings snugly placed in a ring cushion. ZOMG! It was the most unconventional, romantic proposal. We were about to eat, when he pulled out the box and revealed the contents. Then he asked for my hand and slid the ring onto my finger. It fits perfectly :). I totally couldn't eat after that and ended up playing with my food. hahaha! He has the guy version, and he looks absolutely adorable with it. The sad thing is i didnt have my camera with me, so I couldn't take a pic of our rings.

After that, we went to our FAVOURITE SPOT IN THE WORLD, and just laze around till 8pm. Had dinner and both of us headed home. But all the time i was super ecstatic with my 6 month-sary present. It's the best. Really. For those who cant see, small diamonds go all around. But on the left side of the ring, the diamonds are aligned on the bottom half, while on the right, the diamonds are aligned on the top half. I know the description sounds weird but try to visualise ok?

No one has given me a ring. And I'm glad he is the first.

GUESS WHO'S BACK IN TOWN!

Jungle-Boy's back home safe and sound in one piece ( alhamdullilah!) Every part of him his functioning well. No damage done. HAHAHA! Really glad he's home.. and i had so much fun berkepit bawah ketiak dier this morning when i fetch him from airport! HAHA.

This is bad. I am supposed to be concentrating on revising my Government and Politics of Singapore as i have a freaking exam tomorrow, which comprises of freaking 60% of my total grade for this module, but everytime i read a sentence in tghe goddamn textbook my mind drifts to Jungle-boy and the fact that I'm able to hug and kiss him tmr. This is bad. This is bad.

Celebration!

False alarm. Jungle boy coming back on 29, Sunday 345am. Bummer.

THREE reasons why this Saturday would be awesome.

1) It's the end of my F-uck-INALS.

2) Rasyad arrives in Singapore at 7am

3) Like MY JUNGLE BOY is back LAAAAAR!!!! like cannot believe it laaaar!!! like i cant wait LAAAAAR!

MORNING SURPRISE!

The previous post sprung out of no where. Really. I didnt post it. had a huge surprise when i logged in blogger. My jungle boy "hacked" into my blog and posted that for me... It was really a nice surprise :) I teared up reading the post. My boyfie is so unpredictable. His little surprises never fail to lift me up :)

And adik read his post and went like " alah, ni confirm kakak buat sendiri then step rasyad post". Bastard kau adik. Bitch. haha.

From Rasyad to Safirah :)

If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine, & nowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. A gentle word like a spark of light, illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper, It's you that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, your LOVE cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves, it's your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me, in sweet honesty and truth your caring heart keeps out the rain, LOVE, the ultimate roof so thank you my Love for being there, for supporting me, my life i'll do the same for you, My Everything <3

Yours Truthfully Rasyad (Jungle Boy)
Try to merge the bold italic letters by order.

HAPPY 6 MONTH-SARY BABY!

wow. I cant believe that it has been half a year, and alhamdullillah everything has been smooth-sailing (despite some minor, minor issues. but we still made-up fast :]). Good job Safirah and Rasyad! Keep up the good work! *pats back* hahaha. but the sad thing is he is in australia, so we cant really have our monthly celebration. boo-hoo. but never mind.. 7 more days baybeh!

the boy is so sweet though. he predicted that he would be busy and would have no access to internet today, so he gave me an advance wish. so thoughtful, i almost teared up in the train.. Love every bit, every molecule, every atom, every neutron and every electron of him. HAHA!


TO RASYAD :
i will be having chingay training from 8am to 11am at GONGSHANG PRIMARY. then break from 11am to 1pm. then 1pm to 3pm is malay dance training at TAMPINES WEST CC. so during these timings, i am not with lappie. so if u happen to have access to internet during these times, im sorry baby i cant chat with u. but I'll be home after 3pm. Alright love, so take note of this. mwwwuah.



Cant wait for u to get back. there's so many things we have to do. Like watch RADIT AND JANI and cry bucket-loads of tears together. and maybe go for a picnic.. okay okay??

I love u jungle-boy, and happy 6 months. Im so proud of US.


Oh! had truck-loads of fun with AIN, AZHAR,SHAI, FINA and DAYAH. They really help me release all the pent-up stress due to revision. thanks girls and guy! And thanks ain for the treat! aku sayang kau many many! pics will be uploaded soon. just have to wait for PALAT (fina), Shai (SLR CHICK) and Ain (my moley baby) to upload them.

I need a break.

Going out with my girls tonight.

Fuck SOCIOLOGY, fuck SS, fuck CNM.

Feeling so high, lets kiss the sky

With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me, but we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.

PARANOID. PARANOID. PARANOID.

JANI: I love you, bodoh.


RADIT: I love you too, bodoh.

I love them (:

Who the hell is Juliana Joy and why the hell didnt u tell me? Till I have to find it out myself. Its obvious you have read the emails.

When it comes to me, I have to tell you everything. But you.... Maybe you forgot. But still, im very disappointed.

My eyes are swollen, thanks to "Radit & Jani"

Baby, you have to watch that movie.

My Dream Wedding

Perfect wedding dress. It's lace and satin, with sleeves. Just perfect. And the chocolate wedding cake. Scrumptious. And the diamond ring has diamonds around the band... The ultimate perfect cut.

Cepat pulang sayang
Cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi.....

TELL ME THIS IS A SIGN

1) Just took the quiz Who's Your Celeb Twin? and got the result: Your twin is Beyonce Knowles!!!
Your Twin is Beyonce Knowles!!!! You are sexy fun and classy. When it comes to popularity you are the gal. You have many talents and when it comes to dancing no one can beat you. You have guys lined up around the block and you know it. Your personality is head over heels. Just watch out you might make people fall crazy in love.



2)Safirah took the quiz - Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters? and the result is Your Celebrity Sisters Are Beyonce and Solange
"Talented, sexy, and sassy. You've got a star quality that everyone notices"


These are just two facebook quizzes that i took recently. There were tons others before and all the results were, yes you guessed it BEYONCE!!! I know i should not take fb quizzes seriously, but all the results show this. So could it be a sign?



I hope so. I mean, for a start, I have a huge ass. So, i'm a step closer right?


Dream on bitch.

How i wish I hadn't gone to the toilet and logged of from e-buddy. I wouldn't have wasted that precious 20 minutes.

If you are Aries: (Safirah)

You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.

Your kissing style: You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.

(note the bold yellow words baby.)


If you are Libra: (Rasyad)

You are fantastic and a very sexy lover. You love mush and romance in your relationships. You like to flirt even when you are committed but most of it is harmless fun. You tend to trust anyone very fast. So be careful because you fall in love too fast. You love peaceful dinners and relaxed evening walks with your partner. You are an extremely passionate lover and the opposite sex adores you for that. You express your love whenever and wherever you can. You take great care of your sweetheart and shower all your attention on your sweetheart.

Your kissing style: Your kisses are wild and amazing.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be: Stylish, sophisticated, attentive, mysterious, etc.

You are more compatible with - Aries, Aquarius, Gemini
You are less compatible with - Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn

* YOU BETTER DONT I WARN U!
*I agree with this ;)
* Goddamn yes.
* Yeah, i am all that. (tak tau malu!)

Sayang, if u can get the chance, please call your mom. She's down with fever and cough. She called me just now asking if you called. I said no, only the first day..

p/s: i miss you.

Sayang, i know you're on a training mission for the next four days and wont be able to go back to base camp and use the internet, but please i hope you'll read this when u get the chance.

Memang betul i told u that i tak jadi gi skola hari ni bab hujan. Its true that memang hujan. and another motivation for me to skip school was that I thought we could chat longer on Facebook, thats why i decided not to go since I dont really get much opportunity to stay connected to u. But it turned out that u had to go so soon, and the rain also stopped. and since i was already dressed for school, I straightaway rushed out. I thought since i could make it, why not just go for the lecture as it was my last socio lect before the exams, so the profs would definitely give hints or tips for the exams. And i reached just in time, with 5 min to spare.

I know u sounded as though u dont believe, but its true syg. I wouldnt dare to lie to u. I really hop u tak fikir bukan2. Im so worried here. I want to clear the air but there's no way I could do that. I cant even call u. Well, i tried smsing ur friend. I didnt know if the msg got true.

This feeling of worry is killing me. I just dunt want u to think that I have something to hide. I dont.

If I have all the money in the world right now, the FCUK watch and the CHANEL 2.55 are what i will get straightaway. I swear.

Foreign/Anonymous numbers are my new bestfriends

Yes. Coz every foreign/anonymous/private number displayed on my caller ID brings possibilities that Rasyad is on the other line. This has led to my current OCD behaviour of making sure that my phone is a finger away from me. Hence, ensuring that if he calls, I'm ready to pick up. His calls are like rare rubies. So are his smses. Got one from him this morning. He was telling me he misses me and stuff like that. and the infamous line "Takmo Naughty2 k syg". Haha. He told me he has been experiencing recurring dreams of me being with another guy.My boyfriend is so cute when he is paranoid. I would NEVER dream of cheating on him. What we have is too precious.

Anyway, Ubin was so fun! Me and Cik Su were in-charge of the Kampong House tour and demonstration of a MALAY TRADITIONAL WEDDING. The primary school kids are surprisingly quite scandalous. Though they were a tough bunch, I still had loads of laughter and amusement.

French Quiz was okay. But am sure will NOT get full marks.

SURPRISE!

Got two surprise calls from my lover-boy. I'm glad he is coping well there. Only that he said the weather's pretty cold. AND both times, he reminded me to behave and not be naughty. HEHEH. am I such a naughty girl for him to be so paranoid? *gives that preten-to-be-innocent look* It felt extremely good to hear his voice.

I wonder what time is it now in Queensland..

POPPYE'S rocks my socks! Eh wait, I mean tastebuds.

Had dinner at Poppyes (is that how you spell it?) with AIDA, PHAT and YANI. Sedap to the max please. Especially the fork-licking good mashed potatoes! YUMYUM.

We talked and chatted and gossiped. Like goddamn alot to a point we can publish a book. haha! But so much fun. I love them. And i laughed so much till i grew abs. GREW eh. SYABAS safirah. Then at the eleventh hour, when we were supposed to leave, we opened a new topic about going on an outing/vacation with the tarian girls. And we talked some more at the traffic junction mcm tempat to rumah kiter. Was telling aida we should have brought our pillows and comforters and just camp at the traffic junction. haha. I'm so loving the plan *squeels* ok since when i squeeel? ergh. But cannot say now, coz haven confirm yet exactly. But I seriously hope the plan menjadi please. Super eggcited!

But eggcited satu hal. How am i spose to convince Rasyad to let me go on this short, short "excursion"? haha. Dier pantang lau bab2 stay out late and over-nighting and stuff like that. Aiseyman.

And speaking of which, I just realised that 99% of my posts are either about him, referring to him or has a mention of him, even for a single sentence. Shit. I dont wanna be like those fanatic girls who all they blog about are their BFs. But cannot help it, so what to do. I AM one of them. Kes siow ah. K lets stop this minah talk. hahahah!

If i CAN go ZoukOut this year, I'm gonna wear these! Or something like these. Coz the swimsuit is a goddamn $300++.

My jungle-boy has left the country. Surprisingly, i didnt shed a single tear. Maybe it has not hit me yet. But im missing him already.

ONE MORE DAY

My jungle-boy is flying off in less than 24 hours. !!!!! I wonder if i could function with him not around. I mean, whenever he goes to the jungle for detail or standby or whatever shit the army does, I always get this down feeling. I dont know how to describe it but its like everything seems so draggy and dreadful. its an equivalent to living in a grey world. Cliche, yes I know. But that's how it is. When you're in love, you see life in pink. JE VOIS LA VIE EN ROSE. haha.

And this always make me think back.. I was such an independant girl before. Even when I was in my past relationships. I didnt need, desire, want, yearn for my then-boyfriends as much as i do for Rasyad. i need him 24/7. Which is bad. Coz i wasnt like this. I lived my life the way i wanted to, and basically, had that heck-care attitude towards my then-boyfriends. But with Rasyad, its a totally different story. Its going to be our 6 months together, and he still cause me to have butterflies in my stomach. and i always get this tingling feeling in me whenever he holds me close. In my past relationships, usually by the 4th month I would be bored as hell. See, I dont understand.

That's why I feel its bad, in a good way. We cant have too much candy for lunch. It will spoil our appetite for dinner.

Current Obssession- Cut-out swimsuits

I would love the last one, in brown with gold trimmings (:

ZOUKOUT, here i come!

5 more days.. Safirah, you have to stay strong.

DON'T BE A CRYBABY.