Okay, its 1230am now and it has been 30 mins in the syawal month. Still not feeling it. I wonder why. Exams? Maybe. Recession? Definitely. Man, the state of being broke really kills it all. But its ok. Am trying to save up for something special. Hope I'll reach my goal. So good luck to me.
Feeling a bit nervous for visiting later. Maybe because I've not been in touch with my family members, and to turn up for Hari Raya pretending that all is dandy is very hypocritical of me. But I have no choice. I still have to go visiting, on behalf of my mom. Good la, she got the easy job of just staying at home and layan-ing the guest that will bertandang at our house, while I have to entertain my relatives' questions and interrogations. Damn. I guess that's why I dread family gatherings. I hate to have to succumb to their endless questions. Especially those about, "Why menghilangkan diri.." and stuff like that. We did'nt MENGHILANGKAN DIRI. We're just very busy with our own business. No one's gonna help us when we're in shit. So we have to work so we wont end up in shit.
My eyes have been doing the squinting again. NOT GOOD.
Wish I was part of a tribal community. Then I can wear leaves and coconut husks in style.
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