Beyonce is my obsession. I cant stop wanting to be like her, sing like her, hell even smell like her. Fuck it. I just uploaded my playlist on blogger and beyonce's song have like a kezillion pics of her and i cant stop salivating at all her fucking sexy pics. I know its stupid and unhealthy to constantly think about her, trying to mimic her every move. But I cant help it. I cant help fantasizing how it feels like to be as goddamn gorgeous as her.
Wish there is a special mirror where I can just say out the name Beyonce and I transform to be like her. With the juicy boobs and even more juicy ass. Hahahahahaa. Jay-Z would surely have fuckloads of fun shagging her. I know I would. Hahaha.
Man, I seriously need to stop this madness. I gotta stop being so superficial and wanting to be a size zero. And I always hate it when the girls that get on the cover of magazine are like super slim with cheekbones, no tummy and basically no fats. wtf. Yeah I always say I would not be influenced by all this. But at times, I cant help feeling wanting to be like THEM. I mean that's what society perceive as gorgeous and sexy. And every girl would want to be labelled as pretty, gorgeous and sexy, no matter how superficial it sounds like.
Fuck this. Like seriously.
And one more thing, i gotta stop saying fuck all the time.
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