Goddamn freaking god, its finally thursday, The day that Rasyad comes out from that goddamn cursed place that keeps him away from me. No offense to those who mati-hidup serve the nation type of enthusisastic people. Hope he can skype with me later (:
Bumped into my older sister, MELATI, in the train today (: I've not seen her since last two year's HARI RAYA. Bloody long la. We exchanged numbers and she told me to find her on facebook. I did, and i realized that there were other family members who are on facebook too. So i added them. People like my older brother, HAN MISTI, my sis-in-law, FIZAH, my cousin HELMI and MAZLAN and anak sedare like IRFAN, AMAL AND RANIA. Plus lots more. Kay, I feel damn rude for just saying out their names without the respective ABANG and KAKAK in front of their names. Sorry. But this just shows how i've been missing out alot on my own family. The super close ones I've already neglected, then what about those sedare of sedares.. Lagi worst. I feel so.. bad. I shall repent for my past mistakes and go for more family gatherings. INSYAALLAH.
Ibu made a comment today. She told me to wear more heels or wedges and less of my slippers and sandals so that I'll be more of lady. !!!! What you mean by that?! It's not that i'm not lady-like when i'm in slippers or sandals what. Ask boyfriend and he'll tell u how lady-like i am. Hopefully. HAHAHAHA. But I've been having this obsession for wedges since god-knows-when. I'll buy one next month when i get my allowance. That's after paying my hp bill, my laptop installments and my internet bills. Hopefully there's a decent amount left to buy a pair of sexy-till-nose-bleed wedges (;.
And i seriously cant wait for the 14th and 15th of Aug. Like tak boleh sabar sampai nak gigit jari kind of feeling. HAHAH.
and the LALA from that day has finally made its effects known. My fingers are so fucking sore and itchy i feel like cutting them off. Pass me the damn chopper please!
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