Fatigue and cramps- NOT A GOOD COMBI

Feeling super shagged after tonight's performance. Usually I'm not like this. I would still have bounds of energy after shows but tonight, I just felt so down Maybe its because of my on-off cramps/throbbing pain on my left side as well as my lower part of my tummy. I dun think its the time of the month coz mine just ended. So i have no freaking idea what it is. Hope it goes away with some sleep.

Anyway, above are some pics,(or should i say three) taken before the performance. I didnt have my camera with me so, i cudnt take any videos of the performance itself. Phone lousy, so i figured, what the hell just take pics la.

And i just watched a couple of videos on youtube on how to apply smokey eyeshadow as well as everyday eyeshadow. Its not that I dunno how to, its just that I want to learn the right techniques of blending and such. AND i realised that i seriously need to get a set of makeup brushes. So those who owe me a birthday present, maybe u girls might want to consider giving me SEPHORA vouchers. Or maybe Beyonce's tix. hahahaha. I seriously should banish the thought of watching Beyonce live. The more I think of it, THE MORE DEPRESSED i GET.

the stupid vomitting periods are back. Feel like puking but when I try to, nothing comes out. Which irritates the hell out of me coz i have to run to the toilet but nothing comes out of it. mcm waste of time and i so penat have to like keep drying my feet on the mat till my soles feel like the skin is about to peel off. I think i shud sleep more. Sleep always cure all this rubbish,hormonal issues.