These are some of the snapshots I took during SKYPING!!!
Finally, i cut my hair short. Looks like concave-style, with bangs. I dunno if I look better with this hairstyle but what I'm sure of is that I need to get use to this. FAST. coz i need to face like ten million people in school!
And stupid me, i cut my hair short when I have TWO performances this friday. I totally forgot. WTF. I'm so gonna die trying to force my hair into a bun. I'm in uber deep shit.
And, today is my first time skyping with DAYAH and boyfriend. Skype rocks. No more $200+++ handphone bill. Yay to me :)
I met boyfie after I chopped off my hair. We talked about some issues. And I was really really touched by what he said to me. It was very emotional and i cudnt stop myself from tearing up. I hate to be so vunerable and fragile, but he touches my heart all the time. Like what Beyonce sang in 'Halo' :
"Remember those walls I built. Well baby they're tumbling down. And they didn't even put up a fight. They didn't even make a sound. I found a way to let you in. But I never really had a doubt. Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now"
This is exactly how I feel. All this time, I'm always suspicious and always putting my guard up whenever it comes to relationships. I try not to like someone so fast so that I would not get hurt. Coz being heartbroken is an extremely tiring feeling. It gets harder each time the heart gets broken. But when Rasyad came along, all those suspicions and 'walls' that I built to protect myself from getting hurt vanish. Just like that. I found myself letting him take over my heart. And I didnt even struggle to keep him away. He is just what i need in a man and I thank God that he's mine :) Im really grateful for that.
So, I guess, "I got my angel now" :)
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